just wondering

28 07 2009

i wonder if it should feel like coming home to a spread of home-cooked food or going to a fancy fine dining restaurant. for the former, i feel comfortable and so at ease. for the latter, i feel like my heart is beating too fast and my brains are frozen.

i wonder if i should feel anything. and if at all, what or how should i feel?

i wonder why i am such a coward when it comes to this. i wonder why i do not say what i feel. i wonder why i dont have the guts to express what i think.




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